Today I felt like starting
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
Worse Lift
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was
HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that
the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece
in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality
should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic
hypertext
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
Better Lift
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording
of his website, something that could be found within it
it holds me to something
(you, now). I love editing!
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
you have a beautiful account btw
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
2 (actually index). two is company
i have read not even 1 book
It Will Get Lighter
Lift Analysis
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned
and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre
of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
