hiding from the rain

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

As we're stood there I notice a middle-aged woman staring at us across the room. I'm trying to catch her gaze, but its kind of vacant. I guess she sees me looking and considers it to be an invitation. She floats over to us in this strange dazed way, and on the approach I realise she's staring at (through?) my Korean colleague / fresh meat. She's saying wow, wow, wow. She seems genuinely so delighted, so shocked, so elated.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

you cannot feed someone truth

...

abrar?

It Will Get Lighter

Better Lift

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

no i haven't really read anything

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

ahnaf abrar

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

barren land

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

no like which do people call me

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

as in

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

i understand

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.