with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

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you have a beautiful account btw

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Today I felt like starting

but really the thing should be autonomous

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

kind of mythopoesis

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I am below everything.

hiding from the rain

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.