yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
brb i will read and reply sincerely
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
really i want the internet
no longer writing in the third person
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
you have a beautiful account btw
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
magnetisation/form
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
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