it is hopeful

but really the thing should be autonomous

no longer writing in the third person

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

so the method has to be autonomous

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation


that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

It Will Get Lighter

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

currently

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

not their contents

you have a beautiful account btw

we can only engage in such a way

Picture

autonomy of learning

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i have read not even 1 book

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls