it is hopeful
but really the thing should be autonomous
no longer writing in the third person
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
so the method has to be autonomous
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
currently
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
not their contents
you have a beautiful account btw
autonomy of learning
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
i have read not even 1 book
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls