something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

brb i will read and reply sincerely

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Rain, starting

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

no longer writing in the third person

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

but really the thing should be autonomous

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

kind of mythopoesis

Thank you, Jack

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

currently

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

really i want the internet

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

much more tactility

so the method has to be autonomous

autonomy of learning

so at the end