its good short few pages

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

no longer writing in the third person

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Today I felt like starting

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

currently

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

it is hopeful

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

was it worth it

so an active mazelike process

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

send link

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.