god being the centre magnet

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it


I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

barren land

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

ion

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

you cannot feed someone truth

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

I am below everything.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Rain, starting

have you read

what do you mean

IWGD

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

not their contents

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i dont understand magnetisation

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.