is this you as well

Today I felt like starting

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

IWGD

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

it is hopeful

It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Picture

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


i see a website

what do you mean

kind of mythopoesis

your feed looks like my tumblr

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

the site i am dreaming

lol

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.