It Will Get Lighter

lol

as in

have you read

propensity within someone

not their contents

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

isaac newton

you cannot feed someone truth

so the method has to be autonomous

god being the centre magnet

which magnetises chains of pins

its good

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

...

what do you mean

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

its good short few pages

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

autonomy of learning

It Will Get Lighter

isaac

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos