have you read
currently
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
I am below everything.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
it is hopeful
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.