She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
in a post. I want to be remembered
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
currently
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
all that is to say
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.your feed looks like my tumblr
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
propensity within someone
"Put a blanket."
as in
its performative
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
it is hopeful