Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
not their contents
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Better Lift
you have a beautiful account btw
Thank you, Jack
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
yes
"Put a blanket."
but i respect your search
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.