lol

no longer writing in the third person

December 2025

i want to do that too

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

and the fake qualifier

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

no like which do people call me

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

2 (actually index). two is company

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

yes

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i really havent

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then