it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

i understand

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

lol yea

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

abrar?

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

propensity within someone

plato

its performative

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

sorry i am texting like a slav

lol

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

barren land

i love it here

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

fw

It Will Get Lighter

is this you as well

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it