After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
and the fake qualifier
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
as in
so the method has to be autonomous
autonomy of learning
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
was it worth it
abrar?
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
yeah
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
which magnetises chains of pins
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
i love it here
magnetises a pin
wait what is that
its performative
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos