no longer writing in the third person

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

IWGD

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Style

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Can I see

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting


Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

but i respect your search

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Better Lift

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i am quite illiterate on producing technology


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I am below everything.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."