i really havent

Picture

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

it is hopeful

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression



no longer writing in the third person

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

have you read

as in

not their contents

its performative

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

13, H, grate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

so the method has to be autonomous

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

IWGD

its good

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i was tempted to lie about my name