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and the fake qualifier

wait what is that

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

2 (actually index). two is company

was it worth it

December 2025

It Will Get Lighter

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.


way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

...

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

all that is to say

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

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Slug

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

we need to be deconstructing our identities

feel you

what do you mean

autonomy of learning

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

its performative

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

the site i am dreaming