a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext


December 2025

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

...

It Will Get Lighter

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

It Will Get Lighter

Style


hello reader,


Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Slug

it is hopeful

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

13, H, grate

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Lift Analysis

no longer writing in the third person

bro i read nothing in my life

IWGD

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

send link

i really havent


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