it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

ion

abrar?

i really havent

thank you

isaac newton

sorry i am texting like a slav


feel you

like magnets

in a post. I want to be remembered

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

its good

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

you have a beautiful account btw

magnetisation/form

i want to do that too

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it


its performative

no like which do people call me

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak


yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

part of an old note. It will get lighter.
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.