there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

I am below everything.

no longer writing in the third person

Worse Lift

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It Will Get Lighter


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

in a post. I want to be remembered

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

not their contents

Rain, starting

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

division of reality is straying away from it

we can only engage in such a way


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Better Lift