propensity within someone

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

it is hopeful

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

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but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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and the fake qualifier

send link

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

no longer writing in the third person

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it