Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49



i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason


It Will Get Lighter

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

It Will Get Lighter


Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.


Today I felt like starting

1

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

as in

propensity within someone

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i want to do that too

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

IWGD

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful