with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Can I see
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
so the method has to be autonomous
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
it is hopeful
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
no longer writing in the third person
really i want the internet
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
no i haven't really read anything