Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

"Put a blanket."

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Rain, starting

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I am below everything.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

so at the end

i have read not even 1 book

or never left

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

plato

so an active mazelike process

is this you as well

all that is to say

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i dont understand magnetisation

its good short few pages

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?