Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

But seriously, thank you, Jack

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

December 2025

Slug

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

It Will Get Lighter

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

and the fake qualifier

much more tactility

send link

lol yea

isaac

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

like first name

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

its good

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its good short few pages

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59