division of reality is straying away from it

isaac newton

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) is emptying his pockets, searching for the silver rizlas he apparently has. He refuses to take one of mine (also silver) because the tobacco I'm giving him is already too much to ask. He tells me about the guy who can do 50g of Golden Virginia for a good price, the guy who every other man over 50 knows. I'm not interested.

i want to do that too

feel you

was it worth it

bro i read nothing in my life

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bro i read nothing in my life

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

ahnaf abrar

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

hello reader,

It Will Get Lighter

Lift Analysis

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything 

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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

in a post. I want to be remembered

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

and the fake qualifier

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me