I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
no longer writing in the third person
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
hiding from the rain
I am below everything.
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
not so on: yvf(wthw)
Thank you, Jack
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
...
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
the site i am dreaming
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
was it worth it