you know who you are. no more time, not like

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Today I felt like starting

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Worse Lift

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

no longer writing in the third person

It Will Get Lighter

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

currently

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

it is hopeful

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Better Lift

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

in a post. I want to be remembered

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

so an active mazelike process

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

you have a beautiful account btw

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now