that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Rain, starting

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

in a post. I want to be remembered

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

IWGD

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

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this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

division of reality is straying away from it

13, H, grate

Better Lift

magnetises a pin

propensity within someone

hello reader,

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

I am below everything.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

i really havent

not their contents