think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Rain, starting

propensity within someone

It Will Get Lighter

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
"Put a blanket."

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

its performative

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

division of reality is straying away from it


a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50