It Will Get Lighter

division of reality is straying away from it

as in

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

Rain, starting

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

like first name

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

yeah

i have read not even 1 book

plato

i really havent

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

ahnaf abrar

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

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Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Worse Lift

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

no like which do people call me

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i really havent

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.