Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

all that is to say

division of reality is straying away from it

Better Lift

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

autonomy of learning

we can only engage in such a way

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

is this you as well

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i really havent

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

propensity within someone

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

its good

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

not their contents

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Rain, starting

its good short few pages

i love it here