Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

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FOUNDING DOCUMENT

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

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There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

in a post. I want to be remembered

feel you

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

which magnetises chains of pins

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

is everyoneback on tumblr now

i really havent

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

propensity within someone

its good short few pages

bro i read nothing in my life

your feed looks like my tumblr

send link

isaac

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

the site i am dreaming

lol

Better Lift

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i was tempted to lie about my name

ahnaf abrar