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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

hiding from the rain

It Will Get Lighter


something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.


Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

no longer writing in the third person

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Lift Analysis

is this you as well

was it worth it

or never left

and the fake qualifier

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50