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a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

we can only engage in such a way

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Rain, starting

propensity within someone

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

It Will Get Lighter

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

in a post. I want to be remembered

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

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there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Today I felt like starting

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17