something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing,
etc.
you cannot feed someone truth
It Will Get Lighter
Pimlico Rats
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to
set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into
real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize
longing for connection or
recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged
desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow –
The transition to a snowy forest signals
escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional
processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or
uncertainty. The
fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more
ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells
me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I
thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about...
whatever
It Will Get Lighter
I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to
identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by
50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a
stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along
to some creative studio.
bro i read nothing in my life
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge
management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
your feed looks like my tumblr
we can only engage in such a way
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
