no longer writing in the third person
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
hiding from the rain
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
Lift Analysis
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
much more tactility
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
sorry i am texting like a slav