After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

"Put a blanket."

send link

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

have you read

yeah

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i love it here

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

propensity within someone

isaac

Rain, starting

lol yea

i want to do that too

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

thank you

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

its good

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

that looks like my instagram account

and the fake qualifier

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged