we need to be deconstructing our identities

13, H, grate

magnetisation/form

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

its performative

Style

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Picture

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Better Lift

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

all that is to say

so an active mazelike process

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

but really the thing should be autonomous

we can only engage in such a way

you cannot feed someone truth

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine