I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i see a website

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

like first name

yeah

is this you as well

abrar?

your feed looks like my tumblr

ahnaf abrar

no like which do people call me

its good

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

god being the centre magnet

you cannot feed someone truth

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

magnetises a pin

so the method has to be autonomous

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

thank you

propensity within someone

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24