really i want the internet

wait what is that

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

IWGD

Better Lift

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

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Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

hiding from the rain

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

we can only engage in such a way

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Rain, starting

no longer writing in the third person

lol

is everyoneback on tumblr now

fw

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i was tempted to lie about my name

feel you

barren land

autonomy of learning

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

send your tumblr

i want to do that too