I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Rain, starting

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I am below everything.

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Slug

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Lift Analysis

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

It Will Get Lighter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.