yes

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

it is hopeful

13, H, grate


no like which do people call me

i see a website

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thank you, Jack

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Better Lift


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Lift Analysis

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Worse Lift