a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Worse Lift

I am below everything.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Today I felt like starting

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

It Will Get Lighter

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

was it worth it

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

the site i am dreaming

i really havent


I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Picture

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations: