much more tactility

i was tempted to lie about my name

is this you as well

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

magnetisation/form

so the method has to be autonomous

yeah

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

no like which do people call me

division of reality is straying away from it

i have read not even 1 book

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

sorry i am texting like a slav

as in

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i understand

not their contents

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

we need to be deconstructing our identities

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

is everyoneback on tumblr now

its good

something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

so an active mazelike process

that looks like my instagram account

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

i love it here