i dont understand magnetisation
yeah
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
and the fake qualifier
plato
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
barren land
its good short few pages
what do you mean
send link
isaac
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
December 2025
The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."
lol
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As I'm trying to tell my Korean colleague / fresh meat that this is abnormal, that most people in England aren't like this, the host of the party emerges from the bathroom to a roar of laughter and applause. He's a fat middle aged Frenchman and he's changed into traditional Indian dress and a turban. He looks fucking ridiculous. I try to back away, to avoid the inevitable photo of me in this moment that will one day appear to ruin my life, but everyone is crowding around, trapping me in the middle of it.
My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.
thank you
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
i really havent