something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Rain, starting

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

Better Lift

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

you cannot feed someone truth

magnetisation/form

Today I felt like starting

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

that looks like my instagram account

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

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so an active mazelike process

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

we can only engage in such a way

It Will Get Lighter

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

much more tactility