the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Pimlico Rats

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Today I felt like starting

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

i see a website

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

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i am quite illiterate on producing technology

hiding from the rain

Thank you, Jack

Better Lift

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you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Can I see

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

in a post. I want to be remembered

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Lift Analysis

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.